Well the wedding nonsense is over now. What a beautiful day it was, and of course the only things missing were these two. I had their pictures out as a memorial on our gift table. At one point in the night, I stood in front of those pictures and talked with them. Today is really emotional for me, I am missing them so much. Their anniversary will be this Sunday. I think I've been doing much better, I'm letting go a bit more. Sometimes I have days like today where my heart feels so heavy that I can barely breathe. I'm thinking of revamping this site to be more about my life and less about my grief. My life is so amazing right now, I feel that it's necessary to try and move on a bit. XO.